Tuesday 30 January 2018

Buying my Law of attraction car

This stuff really does work.

When I first discovered the law of attraction in 2009 I was blown away.

Testing my beliefs to the max, I decided to go and have a look in the local VW garage at a car which cost more than I could have ever imagined spending back then.  It all felt like a game.  A bit of a dream.

Actually, I came away with a VW golf - not the car i was looking at - much as I loved it, I felt the repayments and the petrol were too much for me and 2 years in I went and downgraded to something slightly smaller.  My belief system and 'poor mans thinking' had me a little stuck.

Recently, as you may know, I have been taking care of a poorly mum.  We generally use the wheelchair if we are going any sort of distance.  So the Polo is just a tad too small when we are trying to get luggage and wheelchair in the boot.  So guess what?  Yep, I went back to that original car from 2009 and bought that model.  Not the exact car of course but a newer one.  I love it.

Small things and large things happen.  In my next blog I will tell you about the recent trip to Whitstable and how the coffee shop owner manifested two white terrier dogs visiting the place!

Keep those beliefs..

Louise xoxo


Monday 22 January 2018

Motivational Monday. 18 years on and things are so much better! #lawofat...

This is mind blowing for me to even type this.

18 years ago I'm not exaggerating when I remember the fact of being hungry, having to move home for support from my parents to the actual fact of giving me dinner every night.

You see, I was pregnant with twins.

I was also single.  Which wasn't part of the plan after 9 years of IVF.  That's another story for another time.  The book is coming. It needs to be right though.  Although I feel I should write the final chapter right now to highlight how I feel 18 years after giving birth.

Transforming life and feelings, I am now even giving help and advice and motivation to others.

So let me tell you this,  I know how it feels.  I know the feelings you have when you want more from life and the chips are down.

Even reading the law of attraction stuff, watching the videos and putting the 'stuff' into practice, you might think it's flawed.

Is it?

Or maybe it takes time.  Why?  Time is often needed to get over the belief that things like that don't happen to people like you.  I was like you.  If you have struggles (Don't get me wrong, I still have struggled but they are different now), you might feel you never quite can change things.

You can.  I did.

In this video I speak about my post on Facebook which is beginning to change everything...(see that post here)

Do you want life to change too?  It starts with your belief.  This I know. I've been there

Much love

Louise xoxo


Sunday 7 January 2018

Depressed on holiday?

Ok, so I forgot to take my tablets for 4 days.  

I'm not that person though.  Not that person who needs that tablet?  Without which negative thoughts creep in making me feel blue, sad, inadequate and all?  No surely not.

Maybe (almost definitely) it was the fact I have lots of university work to do.  Like, loads.  And in respect to that work I have certainly lost my muse.  What's the point?  You submit work, you've worked hard on it and they give ALL of us terrible marks.  The feedback is written by a child it seems and the entire thing has me blue.

A looming exam Wednesday. I need to revise.  Should I wing it? I'm honestly feeling that I'm at the end of the line regarding this work.  To the point of feeling excited when I talk about quitting.  

12 weeks to go.  IT would be daft right?

Yet I'm not enjoying this holiday like I thought I might purely for the fact of doing all this work.

No editing of films has gone on while I'm here and that's usually my late night love.  

For today, I will put down the books and do something I love, write.  I will edit a film later maybe.  Definitely walk along the beach (if mum is well enough to be left as the took a downturn yesterday).

Such a shame to feel this black cloud approaching when surrounded by beautiful beaches and the amazing blue sea.

Just goes to show, sometimes the bigger picture of what is going on in your life is the exact thing that is bringing you down rather than the surrounding environment.  Does any of this blog post make sense?  I'm not even sure.  Yet If I share a few photos with you now I will feel proud of them.  Showing Jasmine the world and laughing together is a definite way I would love to spend my life.

12 weeks...

Directly outside the hotel is this prom. Great for walkers.

Love locks are everywhere.  

Never ceases to take my breath away

Watching the sun come up from my balcony.  Sigma lens zooms for this shot. 

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